Feel like writing again … I’ve just watched ’ Inception ‘ which brought me back loaaads of memories that are pretty interesting . I think I’m pretty superficial sometimes on ideas that really deserve attention and i tend to drill my brain with stupid thoughts . And I also have the tendency of self locking . Therefore depression .
Feel like reading also again . At the moment I’ve just started reading ‘ The Trial ‘ by Kafka and finished ‘ Love in the time of cholera ‘ by G . G . Marquez which left me slightly baffled . The similarity of Florentino Ariza with one of my past experiences just stroke me and stabbed me with the feeling of guilt i still resent . Tough it is not really my fault . Not at all frankly .
Feeling like …I think I should practice on taking decisions more until I get better at doing this . Maybe that’s the only way I’ll ever sort things out . 02: 01 . The future and the past . The bubble and the blast .
Feeling like this will be another sleepless night . I’m so afraid of darkness . I still run after i close the lights up to my room and jump into my bed quickly and cover myself with the blanket . Just to get that feeling of being safe . I have issues . And I should solve them . And I shouldn’t post this as tomorrow it will seem to me the most stupid thing I’ve ever written .
But …I don’t care that much .
Tough i had and still have in my mind a lot of other ideas and things to write about , but I prefer to remain silent .
Nighty night !
Etichete:and, asined, blast, bubble, night, nighty, snooze, the, world
